11/5/2008 - In this desperate city |
In this desperate city, wonder that there is something that can let people light the desire in love again, I wonder, have what can let people have, hope they only ordinary person again, in ordinary life, it is unusual to go through some
What is perhaps smiled at in the play is insane, it is silly that perhaps is fascinated by in the play, the compassion that perhaps cries in play
As all people thought the drama lowered the curtain, while planning to leave, but does not know it was a person in a play, lose in this desperate city by oneself.
Perhaps only because everybody is muddleheaded
Chapter 1
It dark and lonely cut there aren't heart of someone slowly Song last people bear flow as tears who river want can't seem happy to need people not to be chosen person not say happily who does it come the person not find who I is can You of me listen to sing gentle song ruthlessly have getting more cruel so to let people not born flow tears listen to river you lonely to sing gentle a crazy one have the sad and darker lonely Carve how can let it park you listen to lonely to sing gentle a crazy one sad and more and more deep who can do me a favor, let it park - Dark can look like bright to matter, analyse on the silent one youth difficult in accordance with difficult to forget tears or hot tear stains getting cold to moan either tomorrow daybreak again - This is her first time to come to this place.
In the past, how sad, it was the nest in the quilt at home too, because that was the best way of curing the wound.
Will often see such a scene on TV or in the novel in the past, when the woman is mainly sad, it is drunk that will go to the bar to buy alone, she has been thinking all the time this is very affectedly unconventional, came back home when how sad is it so and slept, but did not know this time how, she wants to go to the bar, and has gone.
Different other bars here, the music not interesting to be cruel, there is no noisy voice, everything is very much quiet, except those gentle music, if there is the one that does not have that floats into ears, quietness that seems all around even more instead.
She is so silent to sit, make the brain in the high in the clouds, the thin and thin finger encloses enclosing rowing on the edge of the sparkling and crystal-clear wineglass, sometimes will stop the edge gentle striking in the wineglass.
One week ago, he puts forward to her and divorces.
Divorce, oh thinks of these two words, she will not smile and smile consciously.
She has not made a scene like other women, does not run everywhere in order to get more property when divorcing.
When she heard he put forward, just little and a little stupefied, then went to the bar.
She can not want to understand, from realizing they have gone through ten years in marriage.
Ten years should be very long.
A lot of people knowing around her have all finished the perfect transition from student to young married woman then to mother in these ten years, and she just gets togather with him.
Before it is in getting married for her the getting kinder very of he,outside house of family he wrap up all. After getting married, he is still yielding to her while struggling still so. Because he knows she has a bad temper, he knows she is a cold temper, he knows these.
She is even wilful at the beginning, but in these ten years, she is in the diligent change, learn to understand people, love people, care about people. Love dearly him, has known how to modestly decline too in beginning slowly.
After getting married, this kind of state has lasted 3 years, this kind of life is perfect in her view. She think the state will continue, just as " romantic thing most like that that sing in the the song too, become old slowly with you " ,She has been thinking all the time too this is a very romantic thing. Believe too they will be until old together like that as what was sung in the song.
"Sting Sting " The clear and melodious doorbell sound rings, interrupt her memory.
This bar is not big, not so virgin as door, shopkeeper holds a copper bell in the door is carried, when guests come, with opening the door, while closing the door, that copper bell will emit the melodious sound. Tell the waiter there are guests that have come.
She has looked up have looked back to, a person has come in.
The man, it's time. Because the glass along the door of sunshine slips away in, soak this person inside, can only see fuzzy outline, very thin, because too thin, she guesses it should be a man.
Go back over the head, put the state of mind in order again. She thinks about it again, on earth where to make mistakes, though she has been already here, have thought for one week on this seat.
Majestic and majestic, push the door open, pass noon just now.
It is the first working day today, need to do some preparation, in fact he has already been very familiar with this shop, because the friend is open. And half a year ago, he leaves this place, the friend's elder sister made numerous telephones well to him, let him come back to help to look at the shop.
Not coming back until at yesterday, go to work today, everybody will think this friend was very honest and kind.
But want to come over majestically and majestically early oneself, he likes this shop. Because it very quiet, present happily and auspiciously in being quiet, let people's heart very easy to be getting calm.
He enjoy these early summer in the afternoon very much. |
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